| i havent been here in a while, but i was thinking about some things tonight and felt like writing.
i was thinking how i cant wait for college. cuz high school, it kind of sucks. and its really the girls that make it suck. we are all so unconsciously conniving. basically, all we do is go talk trash about people. sad, i know, but seriously- can you think of a time when you've been with a friend and not said at least one bad thing about some other girl? and what is even more sad is that its not uncommon for the girl(s) that you trash talk to be your other friend(s). and it's a continuous cycle: Friend A talks bad about Friend B to Friend C. Then Friend C tells friend D what Friend A said, and Friend D completes the circle by telling Friend B what Friend A originally said about her. so pretty much whatever you say, its gonna be repeated, which sucks. and if people talk bad about you, then youll end up hearing something about it. maybe not verbatim, but you'll know that someone has said something about you. its all in the teenage-girl nature.
i hate to think about what my friends say when i'm not around. i know people say stuff. how could they not? its just natural. its impossible to avoid. but to actually think about what they say, and what they really think about me. i guess usually we just trash talk our friends whenever we are mad at them, and even if we really do like our friends, there are unavoidable things about everybody that we dont like. and i hate to think about the 'unavoidable things' that make people talk bad about me, even if they are my friends.
so this is the conclusion ive come to: i'm going to think a lot more about what i say, and what i gossip about. maybe if i say fewer things about other people, then fewer things will be said about me. cuz theres nothing i hate more than to think that my friends might be having a big bash-jenny talk, and i'm sure they all feel the same way about themselves. honestly, does anyone want to be talked about behind their backs? i dont think so.
it all comes back to that good old saying, treat others the way you'd like to be treated... or i guess talk about them how you want them to talk about you? yeah.... yeah.
that was long.
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